more surprises

First and foremost: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUNG! :D i miss youuuuuuu, lots. hope ur day goes well. best of wishes and thoughts to you.

Secondly, chem gang + ernie and chris cheered me up big time yesterday after the bball game (which i mgiht add.. SUCKS crapoy even tho we won UCSB). Having just gotten out of my midterm for STUPid ASA2, I was in an extremely crappy mood--as one might have guessed, i screwed myself over big time. i didn't even finish the dumb essay and 33% of my grade is now down the drain. *sigh* anyway.. so i tried my best to cheer up during the game but it just didn't help. afterward, we hung out: wendy, christine, frank, ernie, chris, and me... in the parking lot (Oh! and i saw a shooting star!!) until frank dragged me to the junction where we took forever to get salsa dip and chips cause we're the most indecisive ppl on the planet.. and frank got the cashier to make the most confusing face ever when he asked: are there any chips for dip? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. you had to be there. "excuse me? i dont understand your question" hahahaha. ooo man. alrite. so anyway... long story short, they threw me a mini surprise party. it was great. the night/day ended well when we drove bak from safeway, our late night excursion. you guys are soo great! i love u!

i'm tired. and contemplative. goodnite.

Surprises

Today, i am a year older than last. 19. i'm such an old hag.... with back problems! haha.. indeed. It's my first bday ever to spend it with friends and I thank you all for everyone who called/imed/emailed/etc me. I LOVE you guys! thanx for remembering.. i seriously didn't expect anything. u are the backbone of my life. i sincerely thank you x infinity and beyond! thank u, chem gang, for singing happy bday in CHEM today.. hahaha. that was so embarassingly hilarious! thank you linh for the pleasant balloons and flowers surprise on my desk wen i came home. thank you, karen.. my older sister, who came with bearing gifts and a cake! haha. and thank you to my apartment/room mates who took me out for dinner. i love you all! thank you thank you thank you. all my friends are awesome-st of all awesome-ness!

Something that made me smile today:

Maniacal K: hmm...maybe i should just hand deliver it...
Maniacal K: I guess you'll have to wait and see
Maniacal K: but if I go, and you're not home...you'll never get another letter...EVER
Maniacal K: heheh...
n0rmally strange: after..6? HAHAHA
Maniacal K: wait...when did I say you were setting the conditions?
Maniacal K: you're either there, or else you dont love me...there is no "after...6?"
Maniacal K: ooo
n0rmally strange: but imma have to trek bak to davis sunday morning or sat. nite. i dont know yet
Maniacal K: take that
n0rmally strange: hahahaha
n0rmally strange: HAHAHAHAHAHA
n0rmally strange: HAHAHAHAHAHA
Maniacal K: HAHAHAHAHAHA
n0rmally strange:
n0rmally strange: HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
n0rmally strange: so friday?
Maniacal K: friday night...IF I decide to go...but if you're not there...I'll have to seriously reconsider our relationship...
Maniacal K: IF

Maniacal K: Joyeux Anniversaire

Maniacal K: Alles Gute zum Geburtstag


n0rmally strange: english please?
n0rmally strange: haha
Maniacal K: Buon Compleanno
Maniacal K: Feliz Cumpleaños
n0rmally strange: hahaha
n0rmally strange: thanx dood
n0rmally strange: :-)
Maniacal K: and what would a birthday be, w/o a wonderful birthday card cliche!
Maniacal K: "On your birthday, I'm wishing you something you've always given me...happiness, laughter and lots of love."
n0rmally strange: aweeeeeeee
n0rmally strange: hahaha. i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Maniacal K: or a birthday poem?
n0rmally strange: HAHAHA
Maniacal K: "On your birthday
stretch for a sunbeam...
Reach for a star...
Go for a beautiful dream...

Pick out some wishes,
no matter how far,
or how hard to reach
they may seem...

Cherish hopes dear to your heart...
And as a new year comes in view,
I will add my wishes to yours
that this year they will come true"
n0rmally strange: :-)
n0rmally strange: kasey estradaaaaaaaa
n0rmally strange: i miss you
n0rmally strange: **virtual hug** HAHA
Maniacal K: hmmm...
Maniacal K: Happy Birthday Amy
Maniacal K: I love you soo mcuh
Maniacal K: such a strange kind of love...
n0rmally strange: indeed
n0rmally strange:
n0rmally strange: bak at you x infinity
n0rmally strange: thank you, kasey
n0rmally strange: goodnite. swt dreams!!

Yes, what a strange kind of love. :)


thank you, everyone.. for today.

btw,

HAPPY CHINESE/VIETNAMESE/LAOS.ETC NEW YEARS!! WHOO hoooO

Song of my soul

everytime my heart aches... the thought of you keeps me going. i miss you. and everytime i do, this song soothes me, cradles me, and sings me pure.. the only song i cry endlessly for the bittersweet sorrows and happiness in life. i wish you never had to go. i love you. i'll never forget you.

Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - Somewhere Over The Rainbow/What A Wonderful World

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dream of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dream of, dreams really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops is where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?
Well I see trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch then bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white and the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying, How do you do?
They're really saying, I, I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more than we'll know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Someday I'll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops is where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?