Continuing my lil blurb about the new term:
I enrolled in a CRC English writing class on Saturdays thinking i'll just get it over with so i dont have to take Subject A.. and i ended up with the COOLEST teacher on the planet of sheldon's college.. haahaha. as far as I know, Sherie Coelho has made her mark in my books. Thus far her attitude is one of a kind. She's optimistic, funny... CRAZY.. but positive. She reminded me of me back in the days when I felt free and happy: When all terrains were mine... nothing to hold me back. My reign of freedom. SANITY and INSANITY all in one. Not a care in the world. Free at lass.. free at last. ;) hehehe. Theatrical and idealistic... but will do. I'M SO EXCITED but soo afraid too!
She seems awsome.. and there's no doubt in my mind she wont be.. but she seems soo hard!
I haven't written in a LONG while.. and i need to get back in touch with my linguistic side. I feel incompetent and ignorant.... frankly i feel dumb like an imbicile. I can't write for anything... and i've lost my sense of style along my gothic walk of misery. I hope it wont be long before i find myself again.... both in state of mind, state of art, and state of wisdom, and state of writing.
Goodness, help me pleaseeeee! gaah.. before I am sentence to hang in the gallows.
We had our first essay exam the first day of class (this past Saturday) and i'm pretty sure i performed rather bad. I kept erasing and erasing. NOTHING came to me. NOTHING. The prompt was to write about difficult material you had learned at school and describe why it was so hard to comprehend and what you'd do different to change your situation. HA. HA. HA? Yeah.
It wasn't good. I restarted my paper twice... and ended up with only a page front and back. Other people had mounds of paper.... goodness. I feel like i'm slipping so far behind! Not to mention, my paper is full of smudge marks from bad erasing. Stupid eraser. GAAAH.
I still need to get my books. $85 BUCKS all together... and that's only if i'm lucky there'll still be used books. :(
I'm wonder if i should drop the class. I don't want to... but if high school gets too much, I should. SHOULD I? I dont know. :P I dont know if i can keep it up. Senior project, too! :/ So much to do in so little time. I NEED to get my act together so badly this term. It's crucial.

I've decided to gather my belongings and throw out all the negativity, and add in a lot of positivity like i used to. :) Hopefully I'll keep that promise to myself. Way to go, Amy! HAHAHAHA. I'm a dork.

What should i do for my first AP Art concentration piece? HUMMMMM... something to think about.

Enough random prattling for now, dear reader. I bid you goodnight and farewell. Until next time... STAY SANE! or Insane, rather.
Only those who are insane will say they are sane. ;)

It's been awhile since I've updated this. Much has happened and most is irrelevant history, but the few things needed to be mention:
Happy belated angelic and lunar new year!! :)

Chinese New Year eve was awsome. Got to see dad's side of the family and had a wonderful dinner... SOO much good food my mommie cooked. ;) haha. gawd... mouth is watery just thinking bout it.. LOL. Anyhoo.
Thursday, Chinese New Year was also great... actually was one of my BEST days in this lifetime thus far. I must say I regret being distant from everyone lately and I miss a lot of people. I had the opportunity to call up my mom's side of the family in LA to wish them a Happy chinese new yrs, which was nice. I haven't seen or talked to them for quite some time. A year? two? Who knows. But i miss them... A LOT. I want to visit them so badly. Never was reallie close to them but now that i've done some reflection, I know i'm missing out. Grandpa, Grandma.. Aunties and Uncles.. they might not be there one day... and i dont want to live life knowing i didn't take initiative to learn to love and know them like how i know and love my dad's side of the family who i see almost everyday. YA KNOE what i mean?
*sigh*
But anyhoo.. thank you Uncle Alex for all the advice you gave me about boys and school. lol. I'm glad you're keeping me in track. That's your job! ;) hehe. I appreciate it.
It came to me as a surprise how easily words came out of my mouth. We talked as if we never lost correspondence. :) Blood is thicker than water... and THAT, my friend, will NEVER change.
and JIMMY! where are you? THREE FRIGGEN YEARS HARE!!!! I miss you soooooo much! :( When are you ever going to come visit us, you Canadian. haha. I LOVE YOU! I'm so glad we talked on the phone. It seemed as if you never left! :) I can't wait til the day we meet again... and maybe then we'll get the chance to party like we're young again.. hahaha. YOU OLD MAN! Krikly skinnn!! eewwwww.. LOL. You better write me soon so I know where to send emails to. YOU DORK. ;) I'm not so much a turtle anymore, if you know what i mean. Who's the slow poke now? :)

*sigh* I LOVE my friends and i love my family. I dont' want to miss out anymore and i'm sorry if i have. Please dont leave me.

On another note... the new term is GREAT! i'm so relieved I don't have ap physics anymore. BLASTED class. Was bloody hell if you asked me. GAAH... i can finally breathe some. :) Econ is over with.. another agonizing class i had first term.
New faces.. new classes.. new instructors. What more can come of it? Mrs. Clarkson for English might only be the thing that's keeping me from jumping off the walls. Pity I dont have Mrs. Blomquist again, but i'll give Clarkson time. Doesn't seem too bad. In fact, she might even be okay. ;) Mrs. O'Bear for Molecular Biotech... congratulations on the baby! and as for Mrs. Kosney too!!! I'm so happy and excited for both! :D Anatomy and Physio with Aguilar will be quite interesting. Feels like 4th period Forensics with her all over again. She's great! And last but not least, beloved Mrs. George for ROP graphics. YOU'RE AWSOME! :)

must post more later.. before i loose everything.