The unexpected meets expectations at the crossroads of disappointment.
What does that mean?
I have no more energy to pour my heart and soul in nurturing a friendship gone stale.
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It really hurts to receive nonchalance from those I love most, especially when all i get from countless efforts to talk and be involved in their lives are always one word or sardonic answers.
Is it because I set my expectations too high?
Is it even my prerogative to have expectations…unintentional expectations at that?
Or is it even a matter of having or not having expectations?
It takes two to make any relationship work
and
I'm really.... REALLY tired of trying.
Perhaps I started trying too late? Suppose I am simply too sensitive to the situation?
*sigh*
Time is running out fast. I don't know if I want to try anymore, but I wish the best for all to come for both of us.. wherever life may lead us.
Goodnight.
