n0rmally strange (1:52:35 AM): hey
kaY8686 (1:52:43 AM): wth
n0rmally strange (1:52:52 AM): uhhhmmm okay
n0rmally strange (1:52:52 AM): nvm
n0rmally strange (1:52:53 AM): goodntie
kaY8686 (1:52:54 AM): go to bed!
kaY8686 (1:52:56 AM): wait!
kaY8686 (1:52:57 AM): come back
n0rmally strange (1:52:59 AM): ...
kaY8686 (1:53:01 AM): hey!
kaY8686 (1:53:03 AM): haha
n0rmally strange (1:53:04 AM): ...
n0rmally strange (1:53:07 AM): lets not
kaY8686 (1:53:10 AM): =(
kaY8686 (1:53:10 AM): o
kaY8686 (1:53:11 AM): k
kaY8686 (1:53:12 AM): gnite
n0rmally strange (1:53:15 AM): ur weird
n0rmally strange (1:53:26 AM): and ur probably playing games rite now
kaY8686 (1:53:34 AM): why'd you say nvm?
n0rmally strange (1:53:37 AM): i dont wanna divert ur attention.
kaY8686 (1:53:41 AM): ..
kaY8686 (1:53:42 AM): umm
n0rmally strange (1:53:48 AM): go play
kaY8686 (1:53:49 AM): are you ok?
n0rmally strange (1:53:52 AM): yes
kaY8686 (1:53:56 AM): are you mad/
n0rmally strange (1:54:14 AM): i sound like a mother telling a kid to go frolic in the land of digital fantasy
n0rmally strange (1:54:27 AM): no. im not mad but i've thought things thru lately
n0rmally strange (1:54:38 AM): but nonetheless
kaY8686 (1:54:41 AM): what things?
n0rmally strange (1:54:44 AM): everything
n0rmally strange (1:54:58 AM): ive come to a conclusion about my future
n0rmally strange (1:55:06 AM): at least... part of it
n0rmally strange (1:55:15 AM): go play
kaY8686 (1:55:21 AM): are you making some kind of huge life changing discision?
kaY8686 (1:55:24 AM): i wanna know now
n0rmally strange (1:55:27 AM): haha
n0rmally strange (1:55:28 AM): uhhh
kaY8686 (1:55:29 AM): you can't just say that, and not talk abou tit
n0rmally strange (1:55:38 AM): well.. its not HUGE
n0rmally strange (1:55:41 AM): at least
n0rmally strange (1:55:42 AM): not yet
n0rmally strange (1:55:55 AM): i hope it comes true tho
n0rmally strange (1:56:01 AM): of course it'll take yrs
n0rmally strange (1:56:05 AM): before i get there
kaY8686 (1:56:13 AM): umm
kaY8686 (1:56:31 AM): is there a reason why you can't say what it is?
n0rmally strange (1:56:32 AM): but i plan to do what imdoing now
n0rmally strange (1:56:39 AM): no
n0rmally strange (1:56:45 AM): its nothing big
n0rmally strange (1:56:47 AM): or different
n0rmally strange (1:56:55 AM): i've said it before
kaY8686 (1:56:58 AM): stop calling it, "it"
kaY8686 (1:56:58 AM): what is "it"?
kaY8686 (1:56:58 AM): hope what comes true?!
n0rmally strange (1:56:59 AM): that i wanna travel
kaY8686 (1:57:03 AM): o
n0rmally strange (1:57:11 AM): but.. as soon as i finish up school
n0rmally strange (1:57:15 AM): im going to leave
n0rmally strange (1:57:18 AM): no one can stop me
n0rmally strange (1:57:23 AM): at least, i hope not
n0rmally strange (1:57:33 AM): i dont belong
n0rmally strange (1:57:36 AM): here at least
n0rmally strange (1:57:45 AM): or maybe i dont belong anywhere
n0rmally strange (1:57:54 AM): maybe thats why i need to go
n0rmally strange (1:57:56 AM): places
n0rmally strange (1:58:00 AM): and find things out for myself.
n0rmally strange (1:58:05 AM): maybe i'll never settle
n0rmally strange (1:58:11 AM): i can't settle
n0rmally strange (1:58:22 AM): it was never possible for me
n0rmally strange (1:58:25 AM): and never will be
n0rmally strange (1:58:40 AM): im forever changing... and i dont see myself anywhere
kaY8686 (1:58:42 AM): did you just come to this discision?
n0rmally strange (1:58:51 AM): no. i've thought bout it for a long time now
n0rmally strange (1:59:17 AM): but now im hoping it'll come true
n0rmally strange (1:59:22 AM): that i'll be able to make it all happen
kaY8686 (1:59:26 AM): so, wheres the first place you plan on going to?
n0rmally strange (1:59:32 AM): i dont know
n0rmally strange (1:59:43 AM): it'll be a few yrs
n0rmally strange (1:59:47 AM): a few yrs to decide
kaY8686 (1:59:47 AM): and why can't you do it now?
n0rmally strange (1:59:53 AM): haha.. money
n0rmally strange (1:59:57 AM): i need to earn it first
n0rmally strange (2:00:06 AM): so imma find a job
n0rmally strange (2:00:12 AM): do well in school (i hope)
n0rmally strange (2:00:16 AM): just gotta focus
kaY8686 (2:00:17 AM): so, after school you're going to make money and save up and go traveling around the world like a nomad?
n0rmally strange (2:00:25 AM): lol.
n0rmally strange (2:00:28 AM): uhhh
n0rmally strange (2:00:39 AM): sure if you wanna put it that way
n0rmally strange (2:00:53 AM): but i was planning on making and saving up some now
kaY8686 (2:01:01 AM): but won't you be temporarily settling in each new location to make money
kaY8686 (2:01:04 AM): before you can move on again?
n0rmally strange (2:01:10 AM): yeah
kaY8686 (2:01:32 AM): so... the point of a degree would be?
n0rmally strange (2:01:41 AM): i dont know
n0rmally strange (2:01:46 AM): as long as it take
n0rmally strange (2:01:46 AM): s
n0rmally strange (2:02:04 AM): and maybe somehow i'll be able to find a place
n0rmally strange (2:02:11 AM): that i can settle down and be content with
n0rmally strange (2:02:26 AM): a reason somewhere
n0rmally strange (2:02:37 AM): someone.. something.. some place... some idea
n0rmally strange (2:02:39 AM): ionno
n0rmally strange (2:02:40 AM): something
n0rmally strange (2:02:52 AM): its out there
n0rmally strange (2:02:55 AM): somewhere
n0rmally strange (2:03:06 AM): and imma find it. at least i'll die trying.
kaY8686 (2:03:24 AM): you make it sound as if you'll be searching for your reason for life
kaY8686 (2:03:24 AM): but at the same time
kaY8686 (2:03:30 AM): you make it sound like the search is the reason
kaY8686 (2:03:41 AM): are you leaving to find your life's purpose?
kaY8686 (2:04:31 AM): or is the process of leaving the purpose?
n0rmally strange (2:05:40 AM): both i guess
n0rmally strange (2:05:42 AM): i dotn reallie know
n0rmally strange (2:05:52 AM): i dont think that there's much purpose to life
n0rmally strange (2:06:04 AM): i wanna find something that's worth staying for
n0rmally strange (2:06:34 AM): does that make sense?
kaY8686 (2:06:37 AM): yes
