Sunday, January 25, 2004

Continuing my lil blurb about the new term:
I enrolled in a CRC English writing class on Saturdays thinking i'll just get it over with so i dont have to take Subject A.. and i ended up with the COOLEST teacher on the planet of sheldon's college.. haahaha. as far as I know, Sherie Coelho has made her mark in my books. Thus far her attitude is one of a kind. She's optimistic, funny... CRAZY.. but positive. She reminded me of me back in the days when I felt free and happy: When all terrains were mine... nothing to hold me back. My reign of freedom. SANITY and INSANITY all in one. Not a care in the world. Free at lass.. free at last. ;) hehehe. Theatrical and idealistic... but will do. I'M SO EXCITED but soo afraid too!
She seems awsome.. and there's no doubt in my mind she wont be.. but she seems soo hard!
I haven't written in a LONG while.. and i need to get back in touch with my linguistic side. I feel incompetent and ignorant.... frankly i feel dumb like an imbicile. I can't write for anything... and i've lost my sense of style along my gothic walk of misery. I hope it wont be long before i find myself again.... both in state of mind, state of art, and state of wisdom, and state of writing.
Goodness, help me pleaseeeee! gaah.. before I am sentence to hang in the gallows.
We had our first essay exam the first day of class (this past Saturday) and i'm pretty sure i performed rather bad. I kept erasing and erasing. NOTHING came to me. NOTHING. The prompt was to write about difficult material you had learned at school and describe why it was so hard to comprehend and what you'd do different to change your situation. HA. HA. HA? Yeah.
It wasn't good. I restarted my paper twice... and ended up with only a page front and back. Other people had mounds of paper.... goodness. I feel like i'm slipping so far behind! Not to mention, my paper is full of smudge marks from bad erasing. Stupid eraser. GAAAH.
I still need to get my books. $85 BUCKS all together... and that's only if i'm lucky there'll still be used books. :(
I'm wonder if i should drop the class. I don't want to... but if high school gets too much, I should. SHOULD I? I dont know. :P I dont know if i can keep it up. Senior project, too! :/ So much to do in so little time. I NEED to get my act together so badly this term. It's crucial.

I've decided to gather my belongings and throw out all the negativity, and add in a lot of positivity like i used to. :) Hopefully I'll keep that promise to myself. Way to go, Amy! HAHAHAHA. I'm a dork.

What should i do for my first AP Art concentration piece? HUMMMMM... something to think about.

Enough random prattling for now, dear reader. I bid you goodnight and farewell. Until next time... STAY SANE! or Insane, rather.
Only those who are insane will say they are sane. ;)

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