Misunderstandings... SUCK CRAPOY

Is it silly to cry if a friend misunderstood you and took you for a hot headed fool when all you were attempting to do was make a genuine apology with a bit of sarcasm to lighten up whatever temperament residue was left from a previously lashing statement?

I wont let it bother my conscience, so here it goes:

Dear friend:

I’m sorry if i was "prying" into your business. I was only trying to be a friend. Perhaps i thought my persistence will break you; I would like to think I only do that under certain circumstances with certain persons who I believe is comfortable with me and who would tolerate, understand the concerns I have with his/her life. I only wanted to be there to share whatever it is that wretches your mind, heart, and soul.. whatever it is that brings you a smile, laugh, cry, vent.

And whatever it means to say I'm sorry, I am. But knowing me, my sarcasm naturally found its way into my initial apology... a genuine apology at that. I guess that made you even more furious cause apparently, you took it offensively. I can't help who I am. I’m sorry if my sense of humor doesn't suit your two cents. I thought you should know that by now and that I won't say sorry unless I truly mean it, esp. if i said it to you cause you tend to make my blood boil the easiest--and what the hell does that mean? well, it means a big deal because i know my tolerance level is pretty damn high. Anyway, i'm tired of being misunderstood by you. I'm just trying to be reasonable here.. and maybe I'm making a fool of myself again cause u'll probably take this as another offense... but i'm telling you again, this time.. with no sarcastic remarks and of no teeth... I'm sorry.

If you can't take that, then I don't know if i should even try anymore. Goodnite.

Unearthing...

Would it be disturbing to feel a loss of something when you failed to seek to gain it because you were too afraid of the aftermath?

YEAHHHHHh.. very well.

It may be I never willed it, perhaps even understood it.. it being what truely earths me. What is it?

THE AMBIGUITY IS DISGUSTINGLY FARCE... the raging paradox strips me down, not to my sinews but to my bones! GAH.

It is to my understanding that I made my history almost untracable by the potent people I used to imagine to be my acquaintences... is that wrong? *Sigh*

okay... i am incoherent, am i not?

indeed. maybe my mind will clear a bit soon. i dont know.