GAH

I've been sleeping a lot lately, but that doesn't mean it's quality sleep.
I can hardly keep myself asleep. It's like I'm using every ounce of energy just to force my body to rest. Why? I don't know.

Something is bothering me, yah? ((I think)) GAH.
Why am i so agitated? frustrated? plain ol' ~!@#$%^&*^%#$@ I dont even know the word for it.


blah blah blah blah blah. For one, i did worse in the berkeley tourney than i thought. DID I TELL YOU HOW I FREAKISHLY GOT JIPPED 2 POINTS IN THE DIRECT ELIMINATION ROUND BECAUSE OF MY STUPID LINE JUDGES?!?! o man... seeded 25th after the first rounds and just because of those possible 2 points, i lose against someone who was seeded 41! and my final seeding????????? 33?!? gah. no. no. i'm over it. sigh. its okay. i had fun. except for that incident. its okay. nat won novice foil. whoo hoo~! go UCD! For two, I hate ochem lab, and mind you, i usually LOVEEEE lab. gah. so much baby-ing from the T.A. who no one understands. sigh. he won't give me the points i honestly believe i deserve from the free response questions on exam 1 and 2... and i need those points! GRRRRRR.. STUPID STUPID STUPID t.a. blah blah blah blah blah....

what else?! TOO MUCH. but i haven't sort it all out yet. i dont believe i will until after finals. oooo ooo finals...

Finals are coming up next week. Start on the 17th and i dont end til the last day on the 23rd. Gotta ace all my exams to attain grades i'll be satisfied with. :P It's okay. I just have to breathe. Relax. Absorb. and NOT freak out. hah. i hope i do well.