Note to self.

Dear Self:

In the relentless effort to tell you how much time you're squandering:

LET IT GO!
He's not coming back. And even if he is, he's not coming back for you. You're no longer important in his life. You're merely just a girl of his past. Another one of those, "ugh, she's calling again? What does she want now?" type of person in his life. He didn't even bother to say goodbye and he is not going to bother calling you back now. He hasn't yet, so what makes you think he will in the next few days he has left? So why get all hung up about saving this friendship? You know he doesn't deem you worthy of his time. Chill out. Strive to be better without him. You know you can do it.
Even you said you were over it. Of course, you're over the relationship but you're not over how distant your friendship has become right? Pffft, well, hell, you've got a million people who value your time and your friendship more than he. Why should you care? WHY SHOULD YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU? Be logical, woman. You're worth more than that and your education sure as well is worth more than that. So buckle up. Chin up. Head high. Shoulders straight. March forward and don't look back.

Love,
Self

P.S. Don't let bitterness tempt you, even if it is the easiest way out to forget someone. You're better than that. :)

Now, focus! :)